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Old 05-21-2017, 11:47 PM   #1
JessicaV
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Panicking/Wimping out

Hi, I have been NED for three years and had forgotten to worry about cancer for a while. However, I have just cracked a rib/done muscular-skeletal damage while pruning (using my ribcage for leverage cutting through thick rose canes and something "gave.") Breathing hurts, and the pain makes my pulse into brief palpitations/panic. Nausea from codeine makes me panic too (trauma takes me straight back into discomforts of chemotherapy treatment period)
Question: could my ribs have cracked too easily because of bone mets?
My GP refused me a CA15-3, but offered a bone scan in a couple of weeks if I am still having pain/problems. At the time, I was in pain, feeling wretched and scared and not very assertive so meekly accepted her marker refusal. Decided a bone scan will help eradicate my worry if it shows anything of help, but I am now aware that any healing fracture will light up as well as any malignant spots.
She also said I should be dosing up with Panadeine Forte, ie Tylenol 2 because these fractures do hurt all the time. Codeine makes me nauseous and breathless so I am sticking to 4x2x500 tylenol/paracetamol. If I try to take less, I start panicking because of the pain. And I cannot do much physically because anything that uses my arm/arms or chest or back tends to hurt.

I know I have been very lucky having a couple of pretty good years post treatment, and that the tests may well show I am continuing to be lucky.

And I know I currently have nothing saying I am in the shit.

But right now I find myself panicked into eating because of the nausea from either pain or codeine, and panicked about the possibility of bone mets, and panicked at being able to do so little without pain.
I soo sooo soooo do not want to be back on the treatment treadmill with more cancer in my body. I know this is a place many of you have been many times.
Any suggestions?
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1997-2004 many cysts, many MG & U/S: polycystic breasts.
Sept 2013 found lump,Cyst?? forgot lump.
Dec 2013 GP check, Referred for U/S, MG,FNA.
7 Jan 2014 Radiology: Radiologist turned screen away from me. When asked she said "Not a cyst, very suspicious.See your GP asa results avail."
Cancelled my psych clients for the week.
8 Jan 14 GP: 2.2cm IDC in 6cm DCIS field. FNA=malignant cells. Referred to Surgeon.
Cancelled my psych clients for the month.
13 Jan
14 Surgeon said L mastectomy not lumpectomy, offered neoadjunctive trial, agreed adjunctive chemo after surgery a good choice for me. Booked Body scan and bone scan for staging (both fine) Surgery for16 Jan,
16 Jan 14 Surgeon also agreed in preop meeting to also remove 6cm fatty cyst in job lot. Good job done.
19 Jan 14 discharged home with 1 drain.
22 Jan 14 drain partly pulled out overnight, serious seroma (600 ml reducing removed every 2 days for a month) Serious staph infection because nurse said wait 3 days for yr surgeon appointment.
26Jan 14 pathology: 2.2cm Grade 3(3,3,2)ER-, PgR-, HER2+2 so to be confirmed by Sish test. Node negative. No vascular or lymphatic involvement. No metastases in scans.
30 Jan 14 HER2+ high amplification, 13 gene copies per cell.
21st Feb 14 Began 3wkly TCH adjuvant treatment at The Mount Hospital Perth, with 3monthly MUGA heart tests +Oncologist or Surgeon full physical check-up.
Cancelled my psych clients for 6 months.
Feb 14 First MUGA test: 71%,
First C15.3 test: 20
7th March 14 began Neulasta self-applied injections 24hrs after each TCH treatment. Bonepain helped by spa, heatpacks and
Claritin, reflux/indigestion helped by Somac.
July 14 completed docetaxol and carboplatin, ongoing herceptin to 12 months. Severe cognitive deficit/fatigue after 1pm daily.
Sept 14 Second MUGA test: 69%
Cancelled my psych clients for 2014
Dec 14 Third MUGA test: 70%
Second C15.3 test : 20
Cognitive fatigue delays return to work.

March 2015 Tachycardia pulse 168, night in hospital. Cardiologist says no heart disease, ALIVE ECG attachment for my mobile phone now regular monitoring.
July 2015 Worktrial, up to 8hrs per wk. Fatigue ongoing
Aug 2015 Heart good, no evidence of cancer, just Fatigue.

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Old 05-22-2017, 12:47 AM   #2
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Re: Panicking/Wimping out

Jessica,
First just try to breathe - I can understand your anxiety, but time spent beating up on yourself isn't helpful. It's great you are going to have a bone scan as it will force your doctors to pay attention to whatever does show up. I can't understand why your doctor wouldn't give you the simple blood test, though of course on its own it may not tell you much. Try not to panic. Easier said than done, but we are here for you.
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Old 05-23-2017, 12:19 PM   #3
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Re: Panicking/Wimping out

Jessica some years ago I had myself in a similar panic, a hot spot showed on my bone scan so this was followed by an MRI. This was inconclusive so it was decided to biopsy the spot in question, turned out it was too small so this was followed by a PET/CT which finally showed no cancer phew..

I can well understand your panic and fears which are very real, however the sooner you get some scans done the sooner you'll have the answers you need. No matter how much you worry it won't change the outcome, could your Onc go straight to an MRI and skip the bone scan perhaps? it's bound to light up if those ribs are broken, they could be just bruised though. I know it's hard but try to breathe and stay calm and hassle the Onc to investigate more asap. Sending good wishes for clear results.
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Old 05-23-2017, 06:03 PM   #4
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Re: Panicking/Wimping out

Jessica

As far as the pain goes, Tramadol probably would work better than Acetaminophen.
It is unrelated to Codeine and shouldnt have similar side effects. Actually it is chemically related to the antidepressant Effexor. Speak with your doctor as it may help

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Old 05-23-2017, 06:50 PM   #5
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Re: Panicking/Wimping out

Jessica I am so sorry this is happening ... is there any way you could contact your oncologist and tell him/her what happened to get the bone scan moved up and perhaps the blood test given? I am figuring when you say GP you mean your General practice family doc and not the oncologist.

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Aug 18, 2013: MRI report says Left breast is perfectly healthy "consistent with previous studies".

Sept 2013: I insist on a bilateral mastectomy anyway. Too nervewracking to let left breast remain with higher risk after 3 cancers in right, nipple in right is already gone anyhow.

Sept 18, 2013: Bilateral mastectomy, 11 right nodes removed, ALL negative BUT -- ER+/PRO+/HER2+ tumor, 1.0 cm, Grade 2 found in a piece of "grossly unremarkable" breast tissue from prophylactic mastectomy of left breast, no nodes removed.

Oct 25, 2013: 13 left side nodes removed, ALL negative, Stage 1 across the board, NO RADS needed, YAAAAY! Port also installed.

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March 24, 2014 Echocardiogram to make sure I'm still good for Herceptin every 3 weeks.

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April 21, 2014 Started Arimidex and therapy for "mild" lymphedema in left hand and arm

May 2014 Therapy completed, I have sleeves and gloves for both arms, a Flexi touch lymph pump to hook up to for an hour every day, and I've become an arm bandaging expert. :)

June 2014 Begin Fosamax to prevent osteoporosis; bone scan revealed osteopenia

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Dec 4, 2014 My right thigh muscle has been extra achy for days ... I discover a blister rash cluster on the side of my right thigh while taking a shower. Port appointment cancelled until Dec 17, my doc is working me in tomorrow afternoon to see me and the rash. My muscle at least feels less achy.

Dec 5, 2014 Yep, I have shingles. Boo! I start acyclovir and also have a prescription for a painkiller just in case for over the weekend.

Dec 17, 2014 Port is OUT!

January 2016 Shingles again and this time it started where my left breast (where the hidden HER2+++ tumor was!) used to be. My onc nurse got me a same day appointment to see my doc when I called and told her I had a rash on the site. The antiviral meds are working once again, though, so that is good news. :)
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Old 05-25-2017, 02:15 PM   #6
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Re: Panicking/Wimping out

Jessica,

I was looking in your signature for your age, but could not find it. A fractured rib from pruning does seem odd for a younger gal, but not if you are 60+ish. That said, we can injure ourselves in the silliest of ways, so I still would not be all that panicked. HOWEVER, panic sucks and seeking to alleviate the panic is perfectly fine. Your Onc. has never known the crushing panic of cancer fear, so (add your best Bronx Cheer here!).

Estrogen positive BC tends to like to mets to bones, not so much hormone neg Her2+ variety that you have, so take that for a bit of good news. My suggestion is to give it another 2 weeks to let it heal a bit. I am not a fan of Tylenol. It is terribly hard on the liver. I know Nsaids such as Ibuprofen and Aleve have their issues as well, but I personally prefer them over Tylenol. I also like Tart Cherry Extract and Glucosamin/Condroitin for bone pain. Those two are great for joint pain and arthritis as well.

I think I would ask for the bone scan as soon as things are healed comfortably just to be sure there is no mets. You are certainly not a hypochondriac to worry about a cancer component. You are a cancer survivor, afterall! Those of us in the Cancer Club always have a fear of its return, so do not be hard on yourself. You are normal in our world!
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Old 06-04-2017, 10:24 AM   #7
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Re: Panicking/Wimping out

I am sure the anxiety must be crippling. Let us know how the bone scan goes. My experience tells me it will be "hot" because healing fractures usually are so don't panic if it is, especially if it's the only hot spot.
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10/1/15 CT guided biopsy & Brain to Pelvis MRI reveal additional lesions on spine C6, T10, T11 and L2 is collapsing.
10/8/15 Abbreviated pathology: new tumor(s) poorly differentiated carcinoma consistent with known breast primary.
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10/20/15 MUGA 50% down from 54% after a year off Herceptin (???)
10/21/15 Kyphoplasty L2
10/22/15 Re-start Chemo: Perjeta, Herceptin & Taxotere
10/26/15 PET Scan confirms C6, T10-11, L2, new lesion noted at L4 but no visceral involvement---Happy dance!!!
10//29/15 Xgeva
10/29/15 Radiation Simulation--three new tattoos to add to my collection. Just call me Dotty.
10/30/15 CA27-29 63 U/mol (<38 U/mol)
11/3/15 First Trip to see Dr. E. Mayer at DFCI
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11/9/15 Radiation treatment one of five.
11/10/15 Installed my little purple power port and not a moment too soon, took them four tries to get an IV started today.
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12/8/15 Bone Scan uptake at T10-11 (not seen 9/17/15) & Right 8th Rib (not evident on PET 10/26/15)
12/10/15 Consult Re: PROGRESSION. Halt THP due today. Schedule PET and order TDM1 for next week. PLAN B.
12/14/15 PET scan: NO PROGRESSION! THP is working, metabolic activity minimal. Merry Christmas to me! Sticking with PLAN A, it's working.
1/7/16 Start Taxol weekly instead of Taxotere (has been too taxing and not rebounding between txs.) Zometa instead of Xgeva.
3/28/16 CT shows new sclerotic lesions on T12, L3, L5, L6, right ilium and head of right femur. No uptake on Bone Scan (progression????)
3/31/16 Discontinue Taxol start Arimidex, still getting H&P.
6/2/16 Discontinue Arimidex and start Exemestane.
6/18/16 PET is NEAD!!
7/1/16 Discontinue Exemestane and restart Armidex (SEs)
8/29/16 CT/Bone Scan Stable (still uptake at T10-11)
10/3/16 BSO pathology negative
10/10/16 MRI: Brain clear!
10/14/16 Switched care to Harold Alfond Center for Cancer Care
11/24/16 Xgeva, New MO preference to Zometa
12/12/16 CT/Bone scan Mostly stable significant uptake at L2 plan to PET
1/12/17 PET shows NEAD celebrate with a new puppy!
3/29/17 CT & BS = NEAD
7/31/17 Aetna denies access to H&P <gearing up for a fight>
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Old 06-19-2017, 06:30 AM   #8
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Re: Panicking/Wimping out

Hi, thanks for all the support and understanding. I contacted my oncologist and she thought the bone scan was a good idea. I had it today, about 5 weeks after the injury. It showed not one but three hotspots on my ribs, two top middle, just under where my breast cancer/DCIS were, and one at the junction of sternum and bottom joined-on rib, which the tech said were broken ribs. A number of other bright spots including my right elbow that I must have broken in 2014 when I landed on it after falling very painfully on concrete.
He asked me if I had been diagnosed with osteoarthritis, which I haven't (though I may have it).
He also told me he couldn't give me my scans and report, that they could only be sent to doctors. (I later checked and found this is totally incorrect, I am entitled to them if I want them, and the admin lady said she will have them ready for me to collect when I am in town next) But these questions left me wondering if there was something bad he thought I should be hearing from my family doctor not reading by myself.
Hmmmm. Almost there....maybe, though I see from your stories that my bone scan may not give the full or even any answers, but here's hoping :-)
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1997-2004 many cysts, many MG & U/S: polycystic breasts.
Sept 2013 found lump,Cyst?? forgot lump.
Dec 2013 GP check, Referred for U/S, MG,FNA.
7 Jan 2014 Radiology: Radiologist turned screen away from me. When asked she said "Not a cyst, very suspicious.See your GP asa results avail."
Cancelled my psych clients for the week.
8 Jan 14 GP: 2.2cm IDC in 6cm DCIS field. FNA=malignant cells. Referred to Surgeon.
Cancelled my psych clients for the month.
13 Jan
14 Surgeon said L mastectomy not lumpectomy, offered neoadjunctive trial, agreed adjunctive chemo after surgery a good choice for me. Booked Body scan and bone scan for staging (both fine) Surgery for16 Jan,
16 Jan 14 Surgeon also agreed in preop meeting to also remove 6cm fatty cyst in job lot. Good job done.
19 Jan 14 discharged home with 1 drain.
22 Jan 14 drain partly pulled out overnight, serious seroma (600 ml reducing removed every 2 days for a month) Serious staph infection because nurse said wait 3 days for yr surgeon appointment.
26Jan 14 pathology: 2.2cm Grade 3(3,3,2)ER-, PgR-, HER2+2 so to be confirmed by Sish test. Node negative. No vascular or lymphatic involvement. No metastases in scans.
30 Jan 14 HER2+ high amplification, 13 gene copies per cell.
21st Feb 14 Began 3wkly TCH adjuvant treatment at The Mount Hospital Perth, with 3monthly MUGA heart tests +Oncologist or Surgeon full physical check-up.
Cancelled my psych clients for 6 months.
Feb 14 First MUGA test: 71%,
First C15.3 test: 20
7th March 14 began Neulasta self-applied injections 24hrs after each TCH treatment. Bonepain helped by spa, heatpacks and
Claritin, reflux/indigestion helped by Somac.
July 14 completed docetaxol and carboplatin, ongoing herceptin to 12 months. Severe cognitive deficit/fatigue after 1pm daily.
Sept 14 Second MUGA test: 69%
Cancelled my psych clients for 2014
Dec 14 Third MUGA test: 70%
Second C15.3 test : 20
Cognitive fatigue delays return to work.

March 2015 Tachycardia pulse 168, night in hospital. Cardiologist says no heart disease, ALIVE ECG attachment for my mobile phone now regular monitoring.
July 2015 Worktrial, up to 8hrs per wk. Fatigue ongoing
Aug 2015 Heart good, no evidence of cancer, just Fatigue.

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Old 06-19-2017, 06:31 AM   #9
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Re: Panicking/Wimping out

BTW, I am 65, so old enough to break bones more easily than when younger.
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1997-2004 many cysts, many MG & U/S: polycystic breasts.
Sept 2013 found lump,Cyst?? forgot lump.
Dec 2013 GP check, Referred for U/S, MG,FNA.
7 Jan 2014 Radiology: Radiologist turned screen away from me. When asked she said "Not a cyst, very suspicious.See your GP asa results avail."
Cancelled my psych clients for the week.
8 Jan 14 GP: 2.2cm IDC in 6cm DCIS field. FNA=malignant cells. Referred to Surgeon.
Cancelled my psych clients for the month.
13 Jan
14 Surgeon said L mastectomy not lumpectomy, offered neoadjunctive trial, agreed adjunctive chemo after surgery a good choice for me. Booked Body scan and bone scan for staging (both fine) Surgery for16 Jan,
16 Jan 14 Surgeon also agreed in preop meeting to also remove 6cm fatty cyst in job lot. Good job done.
19 Jan 14 discharged home with 1 drain.
22 Jan 14 drain partly pulled out overnight, serious seroma (600 ml reducing removed every 2 days for a month) Serious staph infection because nurse said wait 3 days for yr surgeon appointment.
26Jan 14 pathology: 2.2cm Grade 3(3,3,2)ER-, PgR-, HER2+2 so to be confirmed by Sish test. Node negative. No vascular or lymphatic involvement. No metastases in scans.
30 Jan 14 HER2+ high amplification, 13 gene copies per cell.
21st Feb 14 Began 3wkly TCH adjuvant treatment at The Mount Hospital Perth, with 3monthly MUGA heart tests +Oncologist or Surgeon full physical check-up.
Cancelled my psych clients for 6 months.
Feb 14 First MUGA test: 71%,
First C15.3 test: 20
7th March 14 began Neulasta self-applied injections 24hrs after each TCH treatment. Bonepain helped by spa, heatpacks and
Claritin, reflux/indigestion helped by Somac.
July 14 completed docetaxol and carboplatin, ongoing herceptin to 12 months. Severe cognitive deficit/fatigue after 1pm daily.
Sept 14 Second MUGA test: 69%
Cancelled my psych clients for 2014
Dec 14 Third MUGA test: 70%
Second C15.3 test : 20
Cognitive fatigue delays return to work.

March 2015 Tachycardia pulse 168, night in hospital. Cardiologist says no heart disease, ALIVE ECG attachment for my mobile phone now regular monitoring.
July 2015 Worktrial, up to 8hrs per wk. Fatigue ongoing
Aug 2015 Heart good, no evidence of cancer, just Fatigue.

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Old 10-10-2017, 03:56 PM   #10
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Re: Panicking/Wimping out

Jessica,

What did you find out? Is all okay? And as others have said, as a cancer survivor we all understand that panic that comes with any pain or discomfort. It's scary and unfortunately a normal reaction for us.
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Old 10-14-2017, 03:55 AM   #11
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Hi Lucy, I had my bone scan but the technician told me I could not see or get a copy of the report and films directly, only via my GP.
I rang admin and complained that this was my information, and they agreed I was entitled to a copy and said they'd ring the hospital radiology clinic and organise it for me. I got there and no report. The receptionist printed it out but said no films, only laserprint copies of the images.
So finally I got the report and discovered that there was no mention of breast cancer bone metastases being there or not being there. I rang radiology company's admin again, and they said that oncologists getting this test done for this reason ask for a whole body scan (which was actually done when I insisted) and they ask for a full body report (which my GP failed to do) and they specifically ask for a report on presence or absence of bone mets from breast cancer left breast 2014. Which she failed to ask for.

I was royally pissed off. I had had this moderatly high dose of radiation and got back a report that I had 3 broken ribs. Woopy doo. I kinda knew that bit. I wanted an in depth checkup that there was nothing ominous happening too. I got a series of calls from my GP's receptionists then asking me to come in for a non-urgent appointment to report on my bone scan. Which I ignored but was annoyed by.

I had an oncologist appointment the following week, so I thought this would solve the problem. I rang the oncologist's receptionist and told her the problem, and she said she'd talk to someone she knew at the radiology company, and would get Arlene to sort it out. However, Arlene clearly had not investigated further, and just patted me on the head (figuratively anyway) and rather patronisingly promised me that the good radiologists would have seen any bone mets even if they weren't told to look for them. So I was even more pissed off.

I then sat down and wrote a letter to my GP diplomatically asking her to help me sort out a problem about my bone scan that I was needing help with. And outlined the above. A week later I got a voice message from the GP herself, telling me she had contacted the radiology company and sorted it out and wanted me to come in for an updated report on my bone scan. She wasextremely kind, told me that the radiology people had assured her that the person who did the report did have all my breast cancer test results from the suspicious mammogram onwards, so would have known my history and would have checked thoroughly. And found nothing untoward except the 3 broken ribs, and severe osteoarthritis in my right elbow. I have not had a check for osteoporosis for a long time if ever, but she wants to leave this a bit so I don't get too much radioactive dye dumped on my system at once.

Now this issue of severe osteoarthritis in my right elbow is of concern/interest to me. I broke it in the middle of having chemo, about 3 months after surgery. So I was wondering what the monthly neulasta, and the doses of Docetaxol, Carboplatin and Herceptin might have done to my injury as it tried to heal. And maybe stem-cell-like tumor cells floating around my system. Any one else got any similar experiences? Is this likely to have been misread and actually be a bone met?
thanks Lucy for following through, and holding me in mind
Jessica
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1997-2004 many cysts, many MG & U/S: polycystic breasts.
Sept 2013 found lump,Cyst?? forgot lump.
Dec 2013 GP check, Referred for U/S, MG,FNA.
7 Jan 2014 Radiology: Radiologist turned screen away from me. When asked she said "Not a cyst, very suspicious.See your GP asa results avail."
Cancelled my psych clients for the week.
8 Jan 14 GP: 2.2cm IDC in 6cm DCIS field. FNA=malignant cells. Referred to Surgeon.
Cancelled my psych clients for the month.
13 Jan
14 Surgeon said L mastectomy not lumpectomy, offered neoadjunctive trial, agreed adjunctive chemo after surgery a good choice for me. Booked Body scan and bone scan for staging (both fine) Surgery for16 Jan,
16 Jan 14 Surgeon also agreed in preop meeting to also remove 6cm fatty cyst in job lot. Good job done.
19 Jan 14 discharged home with 1 drain.
22 Jan 14 drain partly pulled out overnight, serious seroma (600 ml reducing removed every 2 days for a month) Serious staph infection because nurse said wait 3 days for yr surgeon appointment.
26Jan 14 pathology: 2.2cm Grade 3(3,3,2)ER-, PgR-, HER2+2 so to be confirmed by Sish test. Node negative. No vascular or lymphatic involvement. No metastases in scans.
30 Jan 14 HER2+ high amplification, 13 gene copies per cell.
21st Feb 14 Began 3wkly TCH adjuvant treatment at The Mount Hospital Perth, with 3monthly MUGA heart tests +Oncologist or Surgeon full physical check-up.
Cancelled my psych clients for 6 months.
Feb 14 First MUGA test: 71%,
First C15.3 test: 20
7th March 14 began Neulasta self-applied injections 24hrs after each TCH treatment. Bonepain helped by spa, heatpacks and
Claritin, reflux/indigestion helped by Somac.
July 14 completed docetaxol and carboplatin, ongoing herceptin to 12 months. Severe cognitive deficit/fatigue after 1pm daily.
Sept 14 Second MUGA test: 69%
Cancelled my psych clients for 2014
Dec 14 Third MUGA test: 70%
Second C15.3 test : 20
Cognitive fatigue delays return to work.

March 2015 Tachycardia pulse 168, night in hospital. Cardiologist says no heart disease, ALIVE ECG attachment for my mobile phone now regular monitoring.
July 2015 Worktrial, up to 8hrs per wk. Fatigue ongoing
Aug 2015 Heart good, no evidence of cancer, just Fatigue.

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Old 10-19-2017, 02:52 PM   #12
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Re: Panicking/Wimping out

I'm sorry you've had such poor service and reassurances from your medical team. I imagine it must be very frustrating. I'm not sure there is any way to verify metastasis without a biopsy.
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11/12 BSE ignored the lump for SIX months.
5/1/13 IDC ER/PR- HER2/neu+++
5/14/13 Mastectomy and SN biopsy
5/20/13 IDC Stage IIb Grade 3 Nodes 1/4 also IDC and DCIS multi focal in remaining dissected tissue.
5/30/13 MUGA and CT thorax, abdomen & pelvis, establish baseline.
6/4/13 Installed my little purple power port.
6/14/13 Chemo started TCH
6/14/13 Informed of suspicious ares on scans scheduled PET.
7/1/13 PET Scan NED!
9/27/13 FINAL CHEMO taken! ----well, maybe not.
10/15/13 Three little tattoos.
10/24/13 Radiation begins and fourth tattoo placed.
11/27/13 Perfectly radiant! Radiation completed the day before Thanksgiving and so, so much to be thankful for this year and every day hereafter.
1/2/14 Happy New Year, you have a Goiter? Muga down to 59%.
1/17/14 Hashimoto's Dz Dx'd. Now maybe I'll feel BETTER!
5/2/14 Herceptin completed! New kitten!
8/19/14 Prophylactic mastectomy (right) and PORT OUT! I'm DONE and now I really am a SURVIVOR.
2/15 Started not feeling so swell. Memory lapses and GI issues with nausea and blurry vision.
4/30/15 U/S cystic gallbladder, cyst on right ovary and mass in my uterus. GYN consult scheduled---and cancelled. I'm not ready.
5/4/15 Brain MRI clear (big sigh of relief)
7/30/15 Back Pain
8/31/15 Radiograph: compression fracture L2
9/10/15 Bone Scan positive
9/21/15 CT scan conclusive for tumor
10/1/15 CT guided biopsy & Brain to Pelvis MRI reveal additional lesions on spine C6, T10, T11 and L2 is collapsing.
10/8/15 Abbreviated pathology: new tumor(s) poorly differentiated carcinoma consistent with known breast primary.
ER-/PR+ (40%)
HER2/neu+++ Ki-67 4% Pancytokeratin AE1/3 Strong Positivity in all malignant cells.
10/13/15 Abnormal Dexa: moderate risk of fracture to both femoral head/neck R&L. Significant risk to lumbar spine.
10/14/15 Radiation consult back to the cooker.
10/20/15 MUGA 50% down from 54% after a year off Herceptin (???)
10/21/15 Kyphoplasty L2
10/22/15 Re-start Chemo: Perjeta, Herceptin & Taxotere
10/26/15 PET Scan confirms C6, T10-11, L2, new lesion noted at L4 but no visceral involvement---Happy dance!!!
10//29/15 Xgeva
10/29/15 Radiation Simulation--three new tattoos to add to my collection. Just call me Dotty.
10/30/15 CA27-29 63 U/mol (<38 U/mol)
11/3/15 First Trip to see Dr. E. Mayer at DFCI
11/4/15 Surgical consult to re-install my little purple power port.
11/9/15 Radiation treatment one of five.
11/10/15 Installed my little purple power port and not a moment too soon, took them four tries to get an IV started today.
Yes, we really are going down this road again.
12/5/15 CT for suspected pulmonary embolism demonstrates increase in T10-11 mets.
12/8/15 Bone Scan uptake at T10-11 (not seen 9/17/15) & Right 8th Rib (not evident on PET 10/26/15)
12/10/15 Consult Re: PROGRESSION. Halt THP due today. Schedule PET and order TDM1 for next week. PLAN B.
12/14/15 PET scan: NO PROGRESSION! THP is working, metabolic activity minimal. Merry Christmas to me! Sticking with PLAN A, it's working.
1/7/16 Start Taxol weekly instead of Taxotere (has been too taxing and not rebounding between txs.) Zometa instead of Xgeva.
3/28/16 CT shows new sclerotic lesions on T12, L3, L5, L6, right ilium and head of right femur. No uptake on Bone Scan (progression????)
3/31/16 Discontinue Taxol start Arimidex, still getting H&P.
6/2/16 Discontinue Arimidex and start Exemestane.
6/18/16 PET is NEAD!!
7/1/16 Discontinue Exemestane and restart Armidex (SEs)
8/29/16 CT/Bone Scan Stable (still uptake at T10-11)
10/3/16 BSO pathology negative
10/10/16 MRI: Brain clear!
10/14/16 Switched care to Harold Alfond Center for Cancer Care
11/24/16 Xgeva, New MO preference to Zometa
12/12/16 CT/Bone scan Mostly stable significant uptake at L2 plan to PET
1/12/17 PET shows NEAD celebrate with a new puppy!
3/29/17 CT & BS = NEAD
7/31/17 Aetna denies access to H&P <gearing up for a fight>
8/4/17 CT& BS= STABLE
8/9/17 No treatment, Aetna still denying H&P
8/14/17 Aetna appeal approved H&P through February 2018!

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Old 10-20-2017, 06:13 AM   #13
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Re: Panicking/Wimping out

Thanks for your understanding: it is very frustrating.

One way to check for mets other than a biopsy is the ca15.3 marker This is at least useful to check that there is no metastatic cancer: ie if it is at your normal level (usually that's under 30) and stays there, the cancer is very very unlikely to have metastasized. If the ca15.3 level goes up a lot, there are other things that can cause that but if there are other reasons for concern, then it is a reason to check those out very thoroughly. It does not give any indication of new cancers or any regrowth other than mets.

But my onc is very anti me having this on-going. And I think she may have told my GP not to keep doing these, coz the last one I had was when the onc had refused and I got my GP to do it.

I am also really interested now to find out if others who broke bones during chemo/neulasta treatment also develop severe arthritis where there was nothing before. And what can be done to help heal/reverse that change, if anything.
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Sept 2013 found lump,Cyst?? forgot lump.
Dec 2013 GP check, Referred for U/S, MG,FNA.
7 Jan 2014 Radiology: Radiologist turned screen away from me. When asked she said "Not a cyst, very suspicious.See your GP asa results avail."
Cancelled my psych clients for the week.
8 Jan 14 GP: 2.2cm IDC in 6cm DCIS field. FNA=malignant cells. Referred to Surgeon.
Cancelled my psych clients for the month.
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14 Surgeon said L mastectomy not lumpectomy, offered neoadjunctive trial, agreed adjunctive chemo after surgery a good choice for me. Booked Body scan and bone scan for staging (both fine) Surgery for16 Jan,
16 Jan 14 Surgeon also agreed in preop meeting to also remove 6cm fatty cyst in job lot. Good job done.
19 Jan 14 discharged home with 1 drain.
22 Jan 14 drain partly pulled out overnight, serious seroma (600 ml reducing removed every 2 days for a month) Serious staph infection because nurse said wait 3 days for yr surgeon appointment.
26Jan 14 pathology: 2.2cm Grade 3(3,3,2)ER-, PgR-, HER2+2 so to be confirmed by Sish test. Node negative. No vascular or lymphatic involvement. No metastases in scans.
30 Jan 14 HER2+ high amplification, 13 gene copies per cell.
21st Feb 14 Began 3wkly TCH adjuvant treatment at The Mount Hospital Perth, with 3monthly MUGA heart tests +Oncologist or Surgeon full physical check-up.
Cancelled my psych clients for 6 months.
Feb 14 First MUGA test: 71%,
First C15.3 test: 20
7th March 14 began Neulasta self-applied injections 24hrs after each TCH treatment. Bonepain helped by spa, heatpacks and
Claritin, reflux/indigestion helped by Somac.
July 14 completed docetaxol and carboplatin, ongoing herceptin to 12 months. Severe cognitive deficit/fatigue after 1pm daily.
Sept 14 Second MUGA test: 69%
Cancelled my psych clients for 2014
Dec 14 Third MUGA test: 70%
Second C15.3 test : 20
Cognitive fatigue delays return to work.

March 2015 Tachycardia pulse 168, night in hospital. Cardiologist says no heart disease, ALIVE ECG attachment for my mobile phone now regular monitoring.
July 2015 Worktrial, up to 8hrs per wk. Fatigue ongoing
Aug 2015 Heart good, no evidence of cancer, just Fatigue.

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